Nine years to the day I opened my computer and began a blog. I began at www.jodylynne.blogspot.com and moved to Jody Lynne several years ago. Like the last chocolate covered caramel left all alone in the box screaming my name, this space seems to have the same effect ...it will not be ignored. Time to eat that chocolate and begin writing again, so here we go. Nine years ago I was reeling from the sudden death of my dear dad, who died too soon at 68. I wasn't just reeling, I was questioning God, whom I had followed for many years, how could he allow a dumb mistake made by a well-trained doctor to cause his death? I was screaming unfair. I needed a place to process, and vent, and try to make sense of what made no sense at the time. So, I began writing for all the world to see. I did a lot of processing here, but you can find it mostly in my book, Confessions of A Farmer's Daughter, which I would be happy to send to you if you'd like a copy. More information can be found on the Jody's Book page. A note on unfairness...Yes, life is not fair so much of the time, but this woman found a way to be thankful while riding out her time in a houston shelter after Hurricane Harvey, bringing hope and joy to everyone around her. My last post was an Easter post in April. In the months that have passed high school graduation and party for Lauren happened, vacation happened and a summer slow down. Oh yeah...and I was elected to the LaFayette School District school board. More on that in the coming months as it's a three year term, and to date, it's been quite interesting to the say the least. And yes, I have to practice confidentiality, so I can't tell you everything, but I've been keeping
secrets confidences for 30+ years.
I've also been studying the book of James this summer. He has so much to say about the tongue, what we should say and don't and what we do say and shouldn't. Learning what wisdom looks like, because the older I get the less I know and the more I'm asking for wisdom. More on that as well, but for now
Sweeter words have not been heard for a struggling, unbalanced writer.
I really miss reading your blog.Those five words were the push I needed to hear to get me back to this space today. There are oodles of reasons why I have been silent. If you could see my brain and open my chest to see the pathways my heart is taking these days, you would understand why I struggle to get words flowing out of these fingertips. John Piper put it so well in the following quote about writing advice
There is the impulse to write, not only to learn and not only to create something beautiful or interesting or compelling, but also the impulse to instruct and awaken and delight and transform people into obedient worshippers of Christ. When this impulse takes hold of a person, he is experiencing a call from God to write. (5 Pieces of Writing Advice...)I've often said I can not, not write. I don't know if that is grammatically correct, but I have the impulse to write. I have a prayer journal, random pieces of paper on my desk and kitchen counter and recently I've added a wedding journal, so pen and paper are some of my best friends. The neglect of writing at Jody Lynne is a result of a well run dry because of grief that keeps knocking at my door, making plans for a future wedding celebration of one of our daughters and the arrival of a baby which my son and daughter-in-law will greet this summer, making me a grandmother for the first time. Add keeping up with a 16 year old at my age, an active church and family life. Much needed quiet time has been the result of up and down emotions, needing to re-fuel. The beginning of 2016 brought many reasons to rejoice and to weep with those who weep. But today, with the encouragement to press on, I am going to do just that. I am reaching forward, running to the One who keeps this soul on track.
Brothers(and sisters), I do not consider myself to have taken hold of it(being fully mature), But one thing I do: Forgetting what is behind and reaching forward to what is ahead, I pursue as my goal the prize promised by God's heavenly call in Christ Jesus. Philippians 3:13-14And thanks to the person, you know who you are, whose words were spoken at just the right time.
A word fitly spoken is like apples of gold in a setting of silver. Proverbs 25:11
Can't believe it's been five years since I began blogging. August 31, 2008. I can still see myself sitting at the dining room table trying to figure out Blogger/Blogspot. What I don't remember is why I was led to blog, but wanted to communicate to the women of our church, my extended family and friends far and near. Most of all I have a